The Luckiest

I am having one of those mornings where I am just thinking back about all the joy that my sweet boy has brought into mine and my husband and families lives. I LOVE this little boy so much. He has my heart. I just feel so blessed to be able to have this experience of being a Mother. I love how when he was a baby he would clasp his hands together before he fell asleep. I love how he would smile through his binki. I love his beautiful eyes. It has been so amazing watching him grow. I love how he says Mommy after everything he asks me. "Are you happy mommy?", "Am I happy mommy?". The other night he was sleeping over at grammas and said " I am going to sleep over at grammas, will you miss me mommy?" I say "yes". "I will miss you too mommy?" There is a song that makes me cry when I hear it and it just reminds me of how I feel about my son. So here I will share some more lyrics with you.

Amazing by Janelle


The morning cold and raining
Dark before the dawn could come
How long in twilight waiting
Longing for the rising sun
Oh, Oh
You came like crashing thunder
Breaking through these walls of stone
You came with wide eyed wonder
Into all this great unknown
Hush now don’t you be afraid
I promise you I’ll always stay
I’ll never be that far away
I’m right here with you

You’re so amazing
You shine like the stars
You’re so amazing
The beauty you are
You came blazing
Right into my heart
You’re so amazing
You are, You are

You came from Heaven shining
Breath of God still fresh on you
The beating heart inside me
Crumbled at this one so new
Oh, Oh
No matter where, how far you wander
For a thousand years or longer
I will always be there for you
Right here with you
I hope your tears are few and fast
I hope your dreams come true at last
I hope you find love that goes on and on and on and on and on
I hope you wish on every star
I hope you never fall too far
I hope this world can see how wonderful you are

I want Noah to know that this is what I feel for him. I just feel like the Luckiest!!

You know Dasher and Dancer.....

So Noah is in love with Rudolph and Clarisse. I got these little stuffed animals at Hallmark and Clarisse kisses Rudolph and his nose lights up and he says "I'm cute, she thinks I'm cute" and now Noah is in love. He carries them everywhere. He sleeps with them. He kisses and cuddles them and tells them he loves them so much as big as the sky. He asks me to pretend to be clarisse and talk to him. I get a high pithced voice and we have great conversations. It is so cute to watch him be all nurturing to his stuffed animals. Not only does he love his reindeer but his monkey "Louie". We don't leave home with out them. Noah is just the cutest ever. I love him to the moon and back! He says he loves me to the Universe! How lucky am I?? Really does it get any better than that??

Noah and his buddies

Just enjoy the show

Lately I have been in a little funk. I realize that I need to focus and just enjoy each and every moment of my life. This song by Lenka is my theme song right now. I just need to let it go and enjoy the show. These are the lyrics to the song, I don't know just kinda how I feel right now.



The Show lyrics

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause its to much, yea its alot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And sicronise in time

It's just, no body knows
They got to take it to the show
Yea

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just engoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tride, but i don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but i don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show(x2)

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

I want my money back(x3)

Just enjoy the show

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8 things

8 Things

8 Things- Tagged from Melisa

8 Shows I love to Watch

1. Heroes
2. The Office
3. Grey's Anatomy
4. Cash Cab
5. The biggest looser
6. Reruns...Seinfeld and SNL
7. Discovery Health
8. Pushing Dasies

8 Favorite Restaurants

1. Chilis
2. Rubios (best fish taco ever)
3. Kowloon's
4. Sweet Tomatoes
5. Sizzlers
6. Olive Garden
7. IHOP
8. Apollo Burger

8 Things that happened yesterday

1. I blog stalked
2. I took a nap with Noah
3. Put up Thanksgiving decorations
4. Drank a big gulp (Shocker)
5. Talked with Aunt Cindy
6. Read People magazine
7. Tried to download my Halloween pictures but they got messed up:(
8. Sang with Noah

8 Things I'm looking forward to

1. Christmas!
2. Thanksgiving...bring on the food
3. Festival of the Trees
4. Going to see the head doctor tomorrow (I'm crazy)
5. Holiday Festivities with Noah
6. Playdates with freinds
7. The birth of my nephew ( that should be top of the list)
8. Playing in the snow with Noah

8 Things I love about fall

1. Halloween
2. The colors of the trees
3. Fire places
4. Playing in the leaves
5. The nice weather ya know in the 70's
6. Crunching the leaves
7. Hoodies and Jackets
8. It reminds me of Kirk (we started dating in the fall:)

8 Things on my wish list

1. Noah growing up strong and healthy
2. Another baby
3. My marriage to stay strong
4. Me staying healthy
5. A house
6. An Acoustic Guitar
7. A pearl ring
8. A vacation
I tag all my friends who have not yet done this tag!! YOU know who YOU are!!!!

The Ring

So the other night Noah and Kirk went grocery shopping. When they got home Noah ran in the house yelling "Mama Mama I have a ring for you" He handed me a plastic egg and I opened it and inside was this beautiful ring that Noah got me from the 25 cent machine. He asked me to hold out my finger and insisted on putting it on my finger for me. How Sweet!! I know it says scream on it but I LOVE it, He is so thoughtful and I am gonna wear this ring all the time. I just ADORE my son and am so greatful that he is MINE:)

Lovin October

We have had a super fun October. We went to the scarecrow festival and won "chuck" the liazrd...big hit. We carved punkins..well I did Noah just wanted to eat ice cream with gramma. We decorated our house with spooky haunted houses. We saw the withces at gardner village(to see photos go to my space). Of course Halloween parties and trick or treating...which I will post pictures later. So far here are some pix of our fun October.